Rough Night

Last night  a very rough night - I seriously considered quitting.  Today I just want to be by myself.

2 Months -

So two months of o soda.  Pretty good! Today I am also giving up Fried Food.  So long French Fries.

School is going okay - a little behind in ath, but hope to have that all caught up by Monday. 

Day 58 - Exam 1 for BIOS

Well I had my first A&P exam today.  It took a little over 2 hours to complete and I have to say - hmmm.  A little hard.  If I would have taken it in class with no book I would have failed miserably.  Thank God for small miracles.  I have to focus on my math class today as well, I have fallen behind instead of staying ahead in that class.  Oh well.  Plus at some point  need to write anoter article on some Med Errors for my CCN Class.   It will all work out.  Today is the last day before I have a HELL week at work.  I work almost every day for 9 days.  That's so fuckin stupid.

On a very good note I don't have any soda in me!  LOL!  I'm thinkin chocolate or liquid caffiene may be what I give up around day 60.  I've got 2 days to decide.

Day 51 - Busy but good.

Had a CT Scan of my head yesterday to see what's going on.  The great part is, is that I got a CD of the images so I can look at my own brain.  HOW COOL IS THAT!  Of course at the moment I have no idea what I'm looking at, but hey I will.  I also met with the Education department at SCH to start taking a course on EKG through them.  Free (well I've got to buy the book for $40.00 - UGH!)

Anyway - all is well.  No Soda.  Thinking of cutting something else out at day 60, but not sure what.  Maybe chocolate.  We'll see.

Day 47 - The Start

Goal 52lbs

No Soda -
Soon to end caffiene drinks all together.

Day 40 - Doctor Visits

Today was a day of Dr's visits.  I went to the Dentist first, then to my new primary Dr.  Dr. Kelly.  He seems like a pretty nice guy. 

He wants to do a CT scan to see why I am having my headaches.  Where the headaches aren't as bad as they were, they definiely are still there.  He thinks it might be a sinus infection.  He also confirmed that I'm grining my teeth and told me to buy the mouth guard and wear it.  So I've got to start wearing it. 

The dentist said that I'm looking at about $2,800 for my tooth replacement.  Which means I need to pick up one more day a paycheck to pay for it.

Also got my blood work done for the LifeWorks so I can be a part of the gym at work.  WooHoo!  2 times a week - minimum.  I can do that.

No soda, although today of all days I really could definitely have used one.  I really thought about it, but i's not worth the loss.

Day 37 -

No Soda Today.

I'm struggling right now, I'm sometimes feeling that it would be best if I just moved to TN and lived on the property down there.