Day 16 - Lazy Day

I sometimes have concerns that I am not structred enough to handle a heavy progrm at school.  I waste a lot of time, just playing on the computer.  I wonder what I used to do prior to the computer, we're only talking 10 years ago when I had a home computer, but rarely was on it because it was dial up.

So today I spent the day finisihing up my stuff for school and work.  Choosing a doctor, etc.  It's so much fun - LOL!  I have to get a physical for school, but at the same time I need to change doctors with work.  I'm kind of in a weird spot, go to my old MD which will cost me a lot of money because my isurance that I chose this last time with SAM was the wrong kind.  I did the 80/20 split instead of the PPO, so when I pay for my physical I'll be paying probably the whole price of the office visit.  UGH.  I meet with the financial guy for school on Thursday, and hopefully he can guide me if it's okay to do the physical in November after my new insurance kicks in.

I restarted the Vyvanse today as well.  I felt like I wasn't really focused anymore, so I thought I'd better try and see if now that I have been off of soda for more than 2 weeks if that will make a difference with the headaches and teeth grinding. 

Day 14 - Just another day in paradise...

All is well on the home front.  Had a bit of a headache when I got home today, so just took it easy.  Now I'm relaxin, looking at porn and dirty ads.  LOL! 

I'm lucky I'm not better looking or have a big dick or bubble butt.  I'd probably have HIV by now and be dead.  As it is, I pretty much never have sex.  Lots of wanking though.  Thought I'd be over it now by this age.  LOL!

No soda today, but did make some yummy grilled cheese that stunk up the whole house. hehe.

Well start on the floor tomorrow - little nervous, but ready for it.

Day 13 - Beer

Drinking a lot of beer here lately.  Some of it is relaxing, some of it is because it's an easy way to drink and not drink soda.

Feeling lazy right now, it has a lot to do with my not taking my meds, but I'm thinking that might have been what's causing the headaches.  Not sure why that side effect would happen now, but it was to much for me to deal with.

No Soda - that's the main thing.

Day 11 - The Good & the Bad

The good - new start and I like the place.  Fun, friendly, professional.

The bad - headache won't go away. 

Still no Soda - thought I've been tempted just to see if this headach will stop if I do.

Day 10 - Love me some HB

No Soda -

Jason and I spent the day together went to Ann Sather's for breakfast and I had French Toast that was made out of their famous cinnamon roles.  It was good, but way tooooo sweet. I also realized that having breakfast out of the house on the weekend even though it looks like fun and I want to do it, well it kind of was a hassle.  To much stimulation.

Here's a picture - but mine didn't have blueberries.

Day 9 - Rainy Days

Today I ran 1.75miles, and it was tough.  I struggled trying to get through it.  It was raining and the wind was blowing, plus it was only about 55' outside.  I was miserable.  At the 1 mile mark I turned around and then took a shortcut home. 

We watched Project Runway this evening and Mondo made the revelation of his being HIV+.  I can't imagine the courage that took, I was so proud.  I have such a crush on him - LOL!

No soda today - although it was so tempting to drink some with dinner.  I've got to fight this need.  Part of the reason I am struggling is I have a constant headache, which I don't know if it is from the lack of soda or if it's from the grinding of my teeth.  I don't know why I am grinding my teeth so much, but I'm doing it so much my jaw hurts.

Day 8 - Lazy Day

I slept all day long.  It was lovely.  I weighed myself this morning - 234lbs, not sure if its from the running or the laying off the soda. 

Didn't run, didn't drink soda, but ate some yummy sushi!