The Chicago Marathon was today. I so wanted to run it this year. So far every race I've wanted to run I haven't been structured enough or committed enough to do it. I'm not sure what's going on with me. I love to run, I feel so much better after I do it, but I can't just seem to get on track. I run for a month or so and then fall off.
I walked Bertie this morning just as the first part of the Marathon was going down Broadway. The guys in wheelchair bikes went flying by. I was overwhelmed with emotion, I was so proud and jealous at the same time. Here these guys are handicapped and they're not letting that stop them. The drive and dedication, it's amazing. I also am feeling very blue today - I know the reason. I'm not connected to God right now. I feel so far away from him. I've got so much going on that if I'd just put it in his hands everything would be fine, but OH NO - I got to handle it all. UGH!
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